Sigh =(

Sigh school is making me feel depress haiz.... I skipped my 4pm lecture. I don't feel like staying in school at all. Went to the bus stop and took the first bus that came. I just needed to get out of school compound asap.

Everytime I logged on to Yahoo or nus mail, I'll have to take a deep sigh cos I'll definately see emails related to projects or assignments =(

And I was writing a to do list..... sigh..... I've got SO MUCH readings =( and i have 2 presentations & reports coming up-- Advertising and Asian Mkt. And I have to start doing research to craft my breaking news story... Sigh. I've got my public relations report and presentation due in mid-Nov too.... omg

Everything outside of sch is equally depressing and so messy too =( feels that my life is in a big mess. All aspects of my life. Everything is just so wrong =( sigh.... sigh non stop =( sigh sigh sigh

And there's something wrong with me. This incident is so disturbing. I am not dumb or anything but I just felt so stupid. I offered $2.50 to a man who asked me for loose change when I was at the bus stop. Why did I even give him $2.50. It is not a big sum but he doesn't look like he is in need of money either..... Haiz..........

And I really hate myself.. Whenever I feel depress or whatever I would not contribute actively to a project discussion..... and this is bad cos I can't seperate private life and school work. Not professional =(

Haiz...

Bloody Virgin

Went to Giraffe to chill... And something really hilarious happened..

Waitress: Hi can I take your order
Dominic: Give me a "Bloody Mary"
Me: I want "Sex on The Beach"

(3 mins later)

Waitress: Hi Sorry, you ordered a Virgin Mary and…?
Dom and me: No, it’s BLOODY MARY and Sex on the Beach

(And you can imagine how loud we laughed) and the waitress felt so super embarrassed...

I am so handsome

I went cityhall for my advertising project meeting this morning. As usual, I always ended up shopping if the meeting is in town. So my new found "sister" and project mate, Kate, went shopping with me... Timberland was having sale in one of the convention hall and I grabbed a pair of bermudas. Very good deal..very nice design.

Thereafter I went over to topman... I needed one anyway.. and bought 2 shirts..oh I'm not greedy, 2 is better than 1. Was in the changing room trying on the shirt... I can't help but to admit and accept the fact that I am so handsome... Ohhh... And this fact is reinforced by an incident which happened when I went swimming after my shopping trip.

I was in the pool and I know this person is checking me out! And this person actually waited for me at the pool exit. Ok shall not go into details here but well this person is quite a good catch in terms of looks and body... This person was attracted to my eyes and my big nose.. so weird rite... And I do not think my nose is big!

Yeah after swimming, I went for a bitching session with more sisters and learnt a new recipe for baking cake.. So exciting.. shall start baking my marshmallow cake soon =)

I called some friends and whined about how a good looking person would eventually lose his good looks one day... And this is such a sad but inevitable fact =( and now I can totally understand those people who spend hundreds and thousands of dollars in anti ageing pills and cream and surgery...

Well shallow as it may sound.. Good looks do get u somewhere.. u have to admit it =)

The Letter - Raw Cut R(21)

It's really depressing to see this clip. What's more, this is a true story. This video illustrates a point which I always emphasize-- being accountable. Remember that whatever you do, you have to be accountable to yourself and your loved ones =) And your life is too precious to be ended for someone who will never love you back. Stay beautiful and move on.

Beautiful – Kelvin Fok

I don't know
If I'm the one for you in this life
I can't help
Hearing my voice calling your name
Cuz when I'm
Trying so hard not to look in your eyes
Maybe I
Have fallen in love with you
I can't so describe
How I'm feeling deep inside
So much more than I can say
With your touch it feels so right
Oh my, you're so near
All the time in this place
For I know in my heart
I'll never let you go
In this lifetime
Do you know why oh baby
Cus you're just so
Beautiful to me
Well tonight
Maybe this time I can hear you breathe
Its alive to see you smile
With those tears in your eyes
They may say
That you're just a girl in this spinning world
In my heart
You're like the world to me
Touch my hand; feel my heart
Hold me close and you'll find me
You'll find me
You're so beautiful to me ...

Whine whine whine whine

Every friday, I would make it a point to go to school early for breakfast before attending three back-to-back tutorials which span from 9am to 1pm. As time goes by, I just can't be bothered to wake up early. It's so damm irritating to attend the silly 9am intercultural communications tutorial. Go to class so early to discuss some shallow nonsense.

And today, at 920am, I was still on bus 151. I sms-ed a classmate and asked if I should just go late and sit in for intercultural tutorial or skip the whole damm bloody thing. She called me and said "Alvin, there is no tutorial toay!" I didn't know tut was cancelled cos I wasn't present at the tutorial the week before... I just can't be bothered to wake up.

And the lecturer... so damm inefficient. Didn't post any announcement online to inform the students that tutorial is cancelled. WTH...

I have my media writing class at 10am later. oops.. it's 10.05am now. But who cares. I'm going to stroll in at 1015am. Just so can't be bothered to attend tutorial on time. And it's bloody 2hr...

Vigrin Love

You'll love this ad by Virgin Atlantic =)

Sick of Sch

I feel so sick of sch.. Had 3 project meetings today. In between each project meeting I went CL to do my readings.. so irritating.. the readings are all so wordy and the words are so small. I ended up dozing off for awhile.. then wake up again to read.. just to doze off again. WTH! I went canteen to get a cup of coffee and to a vending machine in perk point to get famous amos cookies. WTF la.. i inserted $1.30 but the packet of cookie was still stuck on the rack and could not be dispensed. And how can the oh-so-glamorous-me kick or knock or shake the machine right.. so i inserted another $1.30 to allow the 2nd packet of cookie to "push" the previous packet out of the rack. Now i ended up with 2 packets of cookie! This is not the first time vending machines in NUS cock up! so damm screwed up la... I remembered when i was in Sem 1 or even before matriculation, I went to a vending machine in business fac. OMG!! the drinks dispensed was FULL of dead ants. How gross... And last sem, when i studied till late in school, I was cheated of $2.50 by the bread vending machine. I waited for 2 mins for the bread to heat up.. But the bread never come out!!! WTH!!

SQ 21 - Singapore Queers in the 21st Century

SQ21 is the first book of coming out stories with both real photographs and names. Fifteen men and women (including A/P Khoo Hoon Eng, a biochemistry lecturer, researcher and medical educationist in NUS, and mother of two gay sons) shared their stories of overcoming social stigma, religion-self conflict etc... to live full lives as gays and lesbians in Singapore. These heartwarming and inspirational stories will touch the heart of everyone. You'll Love it.

top left: Nicholas Deroose, 20, NSF. Lu Huen, 28, photography student and stage manager. Dominic Chua, 30, GP teacher. Sheila Rajamanikam, 32, spiritual counselor. Jeremy Kwok, 16, poly student and actor

Miss Thong

Miss Thong, our dearest economics teacher. She moulds the future of our generation... God bless the students.

Imagine Me and You

Imagine Me & U is a GREAT show. The movie illustrates how fragile love can be. Heck and Rachel are a happy young couple about to embark on life together. But at their wedding, Rachel catches the eye of a florist. It was love at first sight... In that moment, she realizes that maybe Heck isn’t the one for her. Imagine Me & You shows that the path to true love isn't always straight...

Flirtatious

This was a de-stress outing... on the sat before the start of mid sem break...

Poor Tortos

They look so miserable!

Roti

Fish and Co. and Beach Volley with my OG mates =) So much Fun!!!

My Image Change

It's the season of vanity... I underwent an image change... It turned out to be pretty disastrous =( I look like a weak Jap Porn star... U know those that lie on the bed and does nothing.. except to moan and moan...The eyebrow was shaped in HollyWood Secrets, Went sun tanning, Am wearing Contact Lens on a daily basis and coloured my Hair.... but well how long can these last? Pretty soon I'll revert back to the old me.. Black hair, Specs, fair and Lam Pat pat looking..