Sigh =(

Sigh school is making me feel depress haiz.... I skipped my 4pm lecture. I don't feel like staying in school at all. Went to the bus stop and took the first bus that came. I just needed to get out of school compound asap.

Everytime I logged on to Yahoo or nus mail, I'll have to take a deep sigh cos I'll definately see emails related to projects or assignments =(

And I was writing a to do list..... sigh..... I've got SO MUCH readings =( and i have 2 presentations & reports coming up-- Advertising and Asian Mkt. And I have to start doing research to craft my breaking news story... Sigh. I've got my public relations report and presentation due in mid-Nov too.... omg

Everything outside of sch is equally depressing and so messy too =( feels that my life is in a big mess. All aspects of my life. Everything is just so wrong =( sigh.... sigh non stop =( sigh sigh sigh

And there's something wrong with me. This incident is so disturbing. I am not dumb or anything but I just felt so stupid. I offered $2.50 to a man who asked me for loose change when I was at the bus stop. Why did I even give him $2.50. It is not a big sum but he doesn't look like he is in need of money either..... Haiz..........

And I really hate myself.. Whenever I feel depress or whatever I would not contribute actively to a project discussion..... and this is bad cos I can't seperate private life and school work. Not professional =(

Haiz...