singlehood
Recently, I've been plagued by the idea that I'll be left on the shelf. I felt worried and started seeking solace in friends. Irene and I were talking (whining) about our singlehood. Its not as if we have nothing good to offer.... we r not that bad... come on.. but why are we still single? are we too picky? are we not destined to fall in love? we concluded that perhaps we are too good for anyone else and no one can match up to us (yeah right)... but hey i m still single.. oh noooooo
when i see lynn in arts canteen, i'll asked her if she has someone in mind to introduce to me.. she said all very ugly... cannot intro....
and almost everyone i see in sch or on msn....i'll ask them to introduce someone to me.. oh my i sounded so desperate...
and on sunday times today, sumiko tan (my favourite columnist) mentioned that woman needs a man.. w/o a man, her life isn't complete.. and she started whining about going dinner alone... watching couples all around her in a restaurant etc..
and yes i can relate to her bcos i see all my friends around me getting attached... not all but a significant number of them.
and so i seek advise from a friend who is a tarot card reader. (of course he didnt know that i was feeling desperate because i havent talked to him for months).
Q1) i asked about my love life in general.
the cards showed that I am currently moving away from r/s and leaving people on the shelf... I don't want to face any r/s and will avoid the issue... I felt bored and am rushing into something unknown.... there is no proper order or sequence when i do things....i am moving to somewhere peaceful.. And then The Lovers card appeared!!! Soon, in 2 months time, I'll have several choices to make. I may make impulsive choices and I have to be careful... The last card showed that I have to be more passionate and active in a r/s.
and Q2) i asked if a long distance r/s will work out..
the card showed that i'm trapped in something which has no good ending and that I never acknowledge anything and let my feelings flow freely and that as I try to depart and walk away from a r/s I felt more stress and empty. However!!!!! The last card is a celebration card which means happy moments..
Perhaps distance and uncertainty could be a beautiful thing too =)
when i see lynn in arts canteen, i'll asked her if she has someone in mind to introduce to me.. she said all very ugly... cannot intro....
and almost everyone i see in sch or on msn....i'll ask them to introduce someone to me.. oh my i sounded so desperate...
and on sunday times today, sumiko tan (my favourite columnist) mentioned that woman needs a man.. w/o a man, her life isn't complete.. and she started whining about going dinner alone... watching couples all around her in a restaurant etc..
and yes i can relate to her bcos i see all my friends around me getting attached... not all but a significant number of them.
and so i seek advise from a friend who is a tarot card reader. (of course he didnt know that i was feeling desperate because i havent talked to him for months).
Q1) i asked about my love life in general.
the cards showed that I am currently moving away from r/s and leaving people on the shelf... I don't want to face any r/s and will avoid the issue... I felt bored and am rushing into something unknown.... there is no proper order or sequence when i do things....i am moving to somewhere peaceful.. And then The Lovers card appeared!!! Soon, in 2 months time, I'll have several choices to make. I may make impulsive choices and I have to be careful... The last card showed that I have to be more passionate and active in a r/s.
and Q2) i asked if a long distance r/s will work out..
the card showed that i'm trapped in something which has no good ending and that I never acknowledge anything and let my feelings flow freely and that as I try to depart and walk away from a r/s I felt more stress and empty. However!!!!! The last card is a celebration card which means happy moments..
Perhaps distance and uncertainty could be a beautiful thing too =)
posted by Alvin | 1:27 AM
1 Comments:
If you're not destined to fall in love, you probably won't find singlehood something worth worrying about ;)
Honestly though, I think the idea of being left on the shelf is not something worth worrying about. One only sees it as such if one has a fear of something which causes that worry. You might want to think about why you want to be in a relationship. What's the desire beneath the one for a relationship? Why does it seem so important to you that you feel desperate about it?
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